Frustration

As of today our adoptive mother has left the program and returned home. I do not know the reasoning behind it as she pretty much found an excuse to not talk to us in the last 3 to 5 days. Apparently her roommate did the same thing so I figure there was some nudging from both ends going on.

We had an idea something was up and today confirmed it. Its frustrating because one half of you wants to be careful and tentative about things while the other half wants to jump right into things. Well after doing the latter I am less inclined to do that again. Then again, it might just be the frustration in me at the moment.

At least a decision was made before we made another trip down there. Our first trip to meet was not cheap to say the least.

So we are back on the waiting list. I hope I start feeling better about this sooner or later.